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by Johnny Edwards

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1.
I can't tell you how many times I sat and waited for you to finally come around to realize I'm whole-heartedly and madly in love with you. Each time I gave you up you turned and said you feel the same way. We were dancing perfect push & pull. We were always a quarter note off. Like orchestrated family photography we were scripted and destined to be this way.
2.
Frontal lobe, lack of control My existance white hot. Orbito, blue cold. My eyelids are dragging themselves down, pulling me underneath the sheets. I'll stop them. I'll focus. I'll regret. I'll forget. You know these days get blurry with heat. They bring humidity; seperate you and me. I'm sorry for things I never said. I'm sorry for impulsive things I always did. I'm so sorry
3.
She looked at me with eyes as deep as oceans yet brown like earth, cutting me so deep it hurt. I looked away surprised not knowing what to say. I had been calling, calling for her to turn this way. she couldn't hear me or chose not to. I fear I've become a ghost. Maybe it's both, I just don't know. I don't think I ever will. Maybe it's both. I don't know. I fear I've become a ghost.
4.
I got drunk and said I missed you, that I think about you all the time. And while I can't say that it isn't true I didn't know what to say when the next day you said you missed me too. I was no longer under the influence. I no longer had that liquid courage. So I said nothing back. You're reply seemed more like an obligation then a statement of how you really feel. Because I know you're doing fine without me and that's fine. I'd just rather not be without you.
5.
You packed up in cardboard boxes. You moved on, I've been so nervous since then. You went on to live your own life. I'm happy for you, but I'm not used to it. I'm used to seeing you everyday, laying in the grass smoking Camel cigarettes. I wish you the best. I don't know if things happen for a reason but I know they happen.

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released November 2, 2012

Recorded @ The Orange Grove Studio in the summer of 2012
Maxim "Batdad" Popoff recorded, mixed, mastered, and made us smile.
Beer Punk Crew

Keenan Goodwine did the trumpet, he's a cutie.

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Johnny Edwards Denver, Colorado

Josey Coronado- Guitar/Vocals
Ibrahim Flynn- Guitar/Vocals
James Miorelli- Bass
Nick Caddigan- Drums
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